nesilverwing

My thoughts will be the death of me As before I even take one step My thoughts have run me in ragged circles a never ending spiral of What if's? Maybe not's... until I'm too tired to think too emotionally strung out to move either way go forward or back? my tendency of indecision doesn't help Why do I set myself up for these pitfalls when I know what they will do to me? Why don't I turn back when I see the WARNING signs ahead? Why do I still cling to the idea that I can make the leap... only to miss every time oops why?